Pain in my hips, lower back, right outside hip, upper middle back, right bicep, headache and a little lightheaded, lots of gagging, can't cough because of port pain, and rib pain. So tired but can't get a good sleep because my body won't relax. Head is more clear today, body is hyper-sensitive. Any aches that would normally see chiropractor are just flaring and angry at me. Not allowed yo go to chiro. I'm not good with pain. I am a wimp and I can't speak half the time because the air being forced through my lungs comes out like a ghostly moan. And can turn to gagging which hurts my stomach and diaphragm.
Helping M with ideas for her ugly sweater for school tomorrow. C was home sick today fever broke in the night but didn't want to risk the class and thought he should rest it out. Glad to interact with the kids. Glad Shawn could stay home with me today. I am horrible and grumpy but I need him.
So tired. This is when thoughts and images of the physical act of dying crowd my thoughts. About the kids. About my death bed. About my family and dearest friends. It's a lot to wrestle with when I am just so physically depleted and drained and done. So tired. Help, Lord. All I can ask is help.
Love you Kris. Praying for a good night sleep tonight and that you will feel much better tomorrow!
ReplyDeletepraying too!
ReplyDeletePraying for you right now! Hang in there girly!
ReplyDeleteLord just reach down and touch kristin now!!
ReplyDeleteI love you. Hugs & prayers & so much love xox
ReplyDeleteFather, we come against the pain that Kristen is dealing with, help her body to relax so that she can have a good nights sleep. Just know , prayer is going up for you. Edna
ReplyDeletePraying for you Kristen. Praying for a good night's sleep and rest. Praying for God's hand to cover you tonight. Praying for steady breaths and a break from coughing, gagging and anything else that might get in the way of a deep sleep.
ReplyDeleteLet not your heart troubled, neither let it be afraid , for I am with you always. I am thinking of you and your family. With love.
ReplyDeletePraying for you Kris. Wishing you a very restful sleep tonight! Praying for that pain to just leave instantly!!
ReplyDeleteLove you!
Prayers are coming from LA tonight:) Love you Beautiful Kristin!
ReplyDeletePraying for you Krisin!
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ReplyDeleteIt’s heartbreaking to know that you're in a lot of pain, Kristin. A chiro or any physical therapy could be of great help. I hope you can find someone that can accompany you to a clinic and get the proper therapy for you. I hope you’re feeling better now.
ReplyDeleteShan @ BrandonChiropractor.net
It must’ve been really draining to you! The pain you are going through seems quite unbearable. Anyway, did your doctors have a plan with regard to your pain management? I think it would be better if they could provide treatment that can help you handle sudden flare ups.
ReplyDeleteAgnes Lawson @ Pain Relief Experts