- Peace for Shawn and I, for Kyle and Miranda and Braden and Connor, for our parents and siblings and nieces and nephews and inner circle friends watching and hurting as we go through this
- that God would keep soft our children's hearts toward Him through all the emotions of this hard journey
- strength and stamina; physically, mentally, emotionally, spiritually
- that the cancer shrinks to gone, gone, gone!
- gentle side effects to this second round of chemo
- family unity, harmony, love, strength, joy, happiness
- anything else you feel God puts on your heart

Sunday, January 27, 2013

Identity confusion

Trying to balance what I have energy for, rationing the day, focusing on being mommy and being me in this family, not able to just get things done. Learning to adjust or do things differently. Such a learning curve. Figuring things out on a playing field that's changed daily depending in chemo or who has what germs. Hugs, no hugs. Connecting without face time. Learning to be okay with new ways of doing things. My goal is to come out of this not having fallen too far off course... allowing the time and unfolding of whatever the new course may look like. Understanding that days and life and all is fluid, the course is ever shifting. That's okay, too.

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