- Peace for Shawn and I, for Kyle and Miranda and Braden and Connor, for our parents and siblings and nieces and nephews and inner circle friends watching and hurting as we go through this
- that God would keep soft our children's hearts toward Him through all the emotions of this hard journey
- strength and stamina; physically, mentally, emotionally, spiritually
- that the cancer shrinks to gone, gone, gone!
- gentle side effects to this second round of chemo
- family unity, harmony, love, strength, joy, happiness
- anything else you feel God puts on your heart

Friday, May 3, 2013

When I am weak, He is strong

His grace is perfect, He carries me when I can't carry on, great in power, the weak become strong.

Can't remember the words but the melody is carrying me tonight. So weak.

Want chocolate. Want fish and chips. Want flavour. Risking PB&J on toast. Was up four times last night with wicked indigestion pain. Today was okay, made it out for lunch. After lunch was hard, hasn't got stronger. Can't make it the 15 steps to the bathroom without shortness of breathe and falling back to the couch. It's hard. Makes me feel disconnected from myself. Mentally hard. God is bigger. His message to me this morning: In Your timing, Lord. Trusting in your perfect timing. And I do trust. Thank you, Lord, for your perfect timing.


  1. Thinking about you today...Sylviemari

  2. Praying that you feel stronger with each step today!
    Trusting His timing too!
    Hopefully you can enjoy your back patio, the blue skies, the birds and that beautiful lilac tree!
    Love you!

  3. Just stopped by to tell you that I'm thinking about you and hoping that you're able to enjoy this beautiful day. :)

  4. Looking forward to the 'upswing'.... praying for you constantly!

  5. Chocolate is something I can do for you. Have been sending positive energy your way. You continue to amaze me. Your family and friends too.



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