Well, not actually. But I do have a lovely big room w a view to trees and grass! I keep meaning to post to you all that I am doing okay. I am not spending every moment in pain. Even on the super wowza first post-op days I didn't feel overwhelmed 100% of the time. Peace that passes all understanding, meaning "it just makes no sense to feel peace in that particular moment" has been here throughout the days. This morning was a rushed wake up and then the big first visit to the cancer agency. That threw me, stunned me to no words, but it didn't last foe the day. My dad brought me my special requested smoothie, I had a little nap, we shared some tears, mom read some Jesus Calling, the mood lightened, we smiled and shared lunch (I am very generous with sharing my special hospital lunches...tee hee), went for a walk around the block, now we are kicking back hospital-style. Moods, they sway like the grasses along aide that dock. Sometimes the dock dips and bobs and makes me queasy (super gross), but the storms blow in and then they blow out or move on.
Have peace, dear friends. I don't want you worrying that I am sitting huddled and broken in a dark hospital room for hours on end... moments maybe, but good moments with smiles and everyhing, too.
Today I was wanting to play UNO. Go figure!
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I'll play UNO with you! :) But even if you are in the hospital I wouldn't let you win. HA HA!
ReplyDeleteI've been reading Jesus Calling for two days... two days with tears... tears that bring peace. Peace that passes all understanding!
ReplyDeleteSun on your face, wind at your back...
ReplyDeleteblessings,
Dayna
Some of my favourite childhood memories are hanging out with you on a dock. Hugs. Nicole.
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