- Peace for Shawn and I, for Kyle and Miranda and Braden and Connor, for our parents and siblings and nieces and nephews and inner circle friends watching and hurting as we go through this
- that God would keep soft our children's hearts toward Him through all the emotions of this hard journey
- strength and stamina; physically, mentally, emotionally, spiritually
- that the cancer shrinks to gone, gone, gone!
- gentle side effects to this second round of chemo
- family unity, harmony, love, strength, joy, happiness
- anything else you feel God puts on your heart

Wednesday, December 19, 2012

Curious not fearful!?

Today we meet w the oncologist to find out the chemo plan. I am scared and not scared. Nervous and calm. Curious and afraid of side effects. For the most part I feel quiet today. And teary. I keep breaking into tears the last three days. PMS? Wouldn't that just be a freakin' bonus on top of the cramping of stitches and the crazy sore ribs that were banged around during surgery. [eye roll]

Ah well, let us laugh and smile and let ourselves get lost in the joy of Christmas. We woke up to snow and I love it!!!!


  1. In our hearts we are with you Kristin, every step of the way...we love you so much!
    Auntie Sharon

  2. I have been thinking about you today knowing about your appointment. xo

  3. Keeping you in my thoughts as well. This whole adventure might not be a "walk in the park", but maybe for YOU, I wish it to be a "walk in the snow" (because you like that so much ;p ). There will be snow hazards and runny noses on that wet & chilly trail, but may the beauty and majesty of the view along the route fill you up and keep you going.

    Bless you! Saying a prayer for you right now!


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